Thursday, 17 December 2015
HallyuSurfer 2015 Top Kpop
11. SHINee - View
12. Got7 - If You
13. Simon Dominic feat. Jay Park - Won & Only
14. McKay & Jeff Bernat - Angel 2 Me
15. Gary feat. Miwoo - Get Some Air
16. Sleepy feat. Song Ji Eun - Cool Night
17. Big Star - Moonlight Sonata
18. Big Bang - Loser
19. Got7 - Confession Song
20. Big Bang - Let's Not Fall In Love
21. f(x) - 4Walls
22. CN Blue - Cinderella
23. Tae Yeon feat Verbal Jint - I
24. Day6 - Congratulations
25. Big Bang - We Like to Party
26. Bumkey - My Everything
27. B1A4 - Sweet Girl
28. Eric Nam - I'm OK
29. Gaeko feat. Yankie, Babylon & Beenzino - Cheers
30. Zion T - Eat
31. Basick feat. Mamamoo - Stand Up
32. Joo Young - Wet
33. San. E feat. Yerin - Me You
34. BTS - Run
35. Ikon - My Type
36. Red Velvet - Dumb Dumb
37. Simon Dominic - Simon Dominic
38. Big Bang - Bae Bae
39. Mamamoo - Um Ah Oh Yeah
40. Super Junior - Devil
41. Chancellor feat. Bumkey - Son E Ga
42. Kangnam feat. San.E - Chocolate
43. Zion T - No Make up
44. Crush feat Zico - Oasis
45. Yankie feat. Tablo, Loco & Zion.T - Sold Out
46. Giriboy feat Shin Ji Su - Back Forth 30 mins
47. The Ark - The Light
48. Loco feat. Gray - Respect
49. Jessie - I Want to be Me
50. McKay - Month Of June
The ones in BOLD is Idol or featured an Idol. I clearly still like Idol Pop song till today.
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8 Types of Annoying Kpop Fan in comments
It tends to get repetitive and unfortunately that buzzworthy news are usually negative. With that I encounter several types of annoying fans.
1. Ignorant fan
There's always a fan that can't google. It's not that hard.. something very obvious is just annoying to answer. I especially hate the ones on YouTube that ask "Where is Episode 12??" EP12 is only premiering next week... or that fan that complain about no subtitle when they just uploaded an hour ago.
2. The Wifey
I think it's cute to have a cute username like XX's wife.. but when I see they comment like "I have big news, I am XX wife"...nope just no. It's not funny.
3. The Spammer
If it's your about your bias.. no problem. Pour out to your heart content. "I'm here because it reminds me of ZZ". GET OUT.
4. Off topic
Similar to spammer, this commenter annoys me because I want to read about the actual topic but this person have to bring up a different situation. Giving absurd example is just BS.
5. War starter
Some fans don't get "agree to disagree" term or that some matter is subjective. I love a good argument but when it becomes nasty, it just seem childish.
6. Sarcasm not detected
They ruin the fun of sarcastic comment. I feel it is like a comedian that goes "geddit?". Be cool, and throw in some sarcasm too.
7. Basher bash
"I think SS is way better than plastic monster NN" "NN has no talent whatsoever" Hater detected. I wish this kind fan ignore their hate for others and just focus on their favorite things. Spend time loving because hating is a waste of time.
8. THIS
Short comments that get high upvotes. I mean.. I do write THIS too sometimes but I elaborate two more lines after than. Of course, sometime less is more but let's promote more discussion.
Wednesday, 16 December 2015
HallyuSurfer Drama Year End Review
I'm loving the format.. I am number obsess..well, er maybe not too obsess but reviewing 5 dramas seem doable for non consistent blogger that I am.
SPOILER ALERT
Thumbs up goes to Unkind Women
It's kind of underrated in my opinion. I felt so much warmth from this drama. I love every single cast in this drama. There are some parts I wished never happen like half siblings love rivalry. It's just complicated and unnecessary. My favorite couple is Kim Hyun Sook and Jung Goo Min. I love their relationship storyline. I find it's refreshing that the older couples in the show are more fun that the young ones. I adore Jang Moran character, she has so much elegance to her but she is so adorable! Her love-hate friendship with Kang Soon Ok is what made me stayed for more.
Pointing Finger, reciting Kim Yeol's 1,2,3 belongs to Sassy Go Go
As a opposed to Javabean's "no, no".. I changed it to counting Kim Yeol's 1,2,3 because it reminds me of it. Sassy Go Go revives a side of me that I never knew I had it in me. I love Kdrama a lot more than I think I would. It changed my life for the worst. Sleep deprived and constantly chasing for the next episode are the typical symptoms that are now affecting me. I feel in love with the drama because 1, it's a cute school drama life I wished I had experience. 2, It has great lessons 3. Lee Won Geun's smile.
Flipping my Middle Finger to School 2015 Who Are You
Started of great and promising but it went downhill when it was discovered that her twin sister is alive made it worst. I don't even know why I bother finishing this drama. I love school dramas, I am fascinated by twins..it has all the elements I love but the executions were bad. I'm just glad it didn't made me hate the actors. The love line made no sense to me. The only thing that gets me going is Joo Soo Hyang. Her acting is great.. I'm hoping KBS would give her award!
Sweet Finger (Jari Manis in Malay) goes to sweet She was Pretty
It may not seem perfect to other viewers but it is for me. I can't stop gushing for Hye Jin and Hari lovely friendship. I love the chemistry between the main couple so much, I don't feel sorry for Shin Hyuk. He's an oddball but I do love him. I don't have any complains for the show and thoroughly enjoyed every second of the drama.
Pinky promise was broken when I started watching Oh My Venus
I'm a bitter weird person. No matter how much it looks interesting.. I avoided OMV because I was loyal to SGG. I kinda hope OMV would have been postponed so I would get more episode to see Lee Won Geun's smile. I caved in because I got addicted to Kdrama. I thought how bad it could be (I read that the plots are boring). It was as boring as I thought it would be but I can't help myself but to continue watching the drama. I never looked back! So Ji Sub and Shin Min Ah chemistry is so good.. I literally don't care for the plot. Even if it's just an hour of So Ji Sub and Shin Min Ah lovingly teasing and flirting plus a dash of Jiu Jitsu scenes.. I'd pay to watch that any day. I'm not jealous of anyone.. I have a crush on both of them. Give me more cute scene!
Tuesday, 8 December 2015
2015 Beanie Awards, HallyuSurfer's Choice!
Favorite Drama Top 5
1. She Was Pretty
2. Sassy Go Go
3. Unkind Women
4. Oh My Ghost
5, Producer
Although on my list, I probably won't be watching Producer again. It was fun and fresh in the beginning but I didn't like when the scriptwriter cave in to the public critics. I still love Kim Soo Hyun character so it made in my list. Unkind Women was so much fun..now that I think about it, it kinda reminds me of Reply 1988 a bit.
Favorite Comedy
1. She Was Pretty
I know a lot of fans of the show can't stand Hwang Jung Eum acting but isn't Siwon's character more annoying? Siwon is naturally greasy so I'm used to it but objectively, Hwang Jung Eum character is tolerable. I am that kind of person in my family. Luckily for me, my family find me cute..which is why I don't mind the two at all.
Favorite Weekend Family Drama
1. All About Mom/ Please Mom
I used to love Weekend dramas.. Sad that this drama continues to disappoint me. huhu but it is still the best one I've watch this year.
Favorite Melodrama
1. Unkind Women
KIM HYE JA for Daesang. I miss my grandmas now. huhu. Her cuteness is so adorable. Love the teenage years love story soo much.
Favorite Couple Top 3
1. She Was Pretty Park Seo Joon X Hwang Jung Eum
2. Sassy Go Go Lee Won Geun X Jung Eun Ji
3. Oh My Venus Shim Min Ah X So Ji Sub
I wasn't planning to watch Oh My Venus at all..but I was bored so I just played it on Youtube.. yup the plots are boring as heck BUUUTTT! Shim Min Ah and So Ji Sub chemistry was so good that it made me stayed. I don't care what plot, just put them together in one screen and I will be happy.
Favorite Alternate Pairing Top 3
1. She Was Pretty
2. School 2015
3. Sassy Go Go
I HATE School 2015 pairing so much. Why choose Yi An???? Sung Jae is so much better choice and it made more sense.
Favorite Secondary Couple
1. Producer's Stefano and Office Madam
Sexy and Funny at the same time. WOOT.
Favorite Character Top 3
1. Sassy Go Go Kang Yeon Doo
2. Producer Kim Soo Hyun
3. Reply 1988 Jung Hwan
I want a friend like Yeon Doo, A puppy like Kim Soo Hyun and a guy like Jung Hwan
Favorite Odd Couple
1. Oh My Ghost Lonely Mom X Hungry Shaman
Funniest best friend.
Favorite Villain Top 3
1. School 2015 Joo Soo Hyang
2. Sassy Go Go Chae Soo Bin
3. Girl Who Sees Smells Nam Gong Min
Joo Soo Hyang and Nam Gong Min is what save the dramas for me. Brilliant acting.
Favorite Bromance
1. Sassy Go Go Lee Won Geun X Jisoo
CUTTTEEEE.
Favorite Girlfriends
1. She Was Pretty - Hwang Jung Eum X Go Jun Hee
Wifey for LIFE. I want more scenes from them.
Favorite Kiss Top 3
1. Producer Swing Kiss
2. She Was Pretty I came to hug you Kiss
3. Sassy Go Go Kiss
My favorite kiss scene is She was pretty Closet kiss
Best Breakout Performance
1. School 2013 Joo Soo Hyang
I love to hate her.
Most Disappointing Drama Bottom 3
1. Producer
2. School 2015
3. Blood
Producer could have been better..School 2015 was my least favorite school drama ever! So unnecessary plot. Never watched Blood but Ji Jin Hee is my favorite ajusshi..Why is he playing second lead over Ahn Jae Hyun? It spells disaster to me.
Biggest wasted Talent
1. Imaginary Cat Yoo Seung Ho
Just because. I don't care to much about cats.
Most Overrated Drama
1. Producer
Most Underrated Drama
1. Sassy Go Go
Favorite Drama with Paranormal Elements
1. Girl Who Can See Smells
I want YooChun's ability. I would get my teeth fix, donate blood and tried extreme sports.
Best Secret Identity
1, She Was Pretty
It's predictable to me, but I still love it anyways.
Best Friends turn into Lovers
1. The Producer
It was adorable. Cha Tae Hyun and Gong Hyo Jin looks like they have been friends forever!
Tuesday, 1 December 2015
All About Mom
I can't even follow any couple right now.. I think I'm staying for the parents. Although Mom is a little shy with her affection with Dad, I still find their relationship very cute.
The main couple is Kang Hoon Jae and Lee Jin Ae. Kang Hoon Jae has to be the worst kind of Momma's boy. I can't believe such son exist. Actually I find his relationship with his mother a little creepy. It's sweet but it's like they never fight at all. No such thing. I'm a Daddy's girl but I sure do quarrel with my dad often like normal father daughter relationship.
I really admire Lee JinAe character at first, now I'm just confuse. Where is the old Jin Ae? I can't decide any more if I like her character. It seem like a totally different person. Heck, I think everybody has changed.. Maybe scriptwriter change? I honestly don't know how I come to hate the person I used to like and love the person I used to hate..
Now it's like the main focus is Lee Hyeong Soon and Jang Chae Ri couple. Very cliche but not enough to skip..Okay, I probably would skipped it if I wasn't in love with Chaeri's hair! Her hair always look good. I hate this kind of coupling... it's immature and no place in my heart.
Lee HyeongKyu... I used to hate him so much! Now, not so much. I find his character cute..like Lee Seung Gi's character, HeoDang in 1n2d! HyeonJoo is such an adorable character as well. I wondered how the scriptwriter would make them together and it worked for me. I love this couple..but of course there's that usual typical obstacle.
Actually this drama is nothing new, I think I have watch all couple's drama individually in other dramas.. predictable at it's best.
Cool Mom is now Cold mom. I never like her character. She's too hypocrite but the worst character in this drama is HoonJae's Aunt. Gosh.. she is so nosy! I thought she is just this cute character because the way she talks is cute! I never thought I could hate a cute character. I would love the scriptwriter to kill off the character. I just don't think she's a good character at all. It's like scriptwriter is being lazy on how to reveal the secrets...
I will finish the drama so I hope it will get better somehow. For now I just watch for the sake of finishing it.
Oh My Ghost
I typically avoid anything related to ghost..I don't believe in fictional ghost and I just don't want to mess my head with it.
After She Was Pretty, I felt empty and wanted to fill in the void so I went on Dramabeans rating page to know what's good. Angry Mom and Oh My Ghost scored high..and thus made me curious of the hype. I started with Angry Mom because got Jisoo in it and was disappointed. It's not my kind of drama. I don't think Kim Hee Sun is badass. She's just someone who fights well.
Oh My Ghost turn out good.. I wished I started with it instead. I think Park Bo Young played both characters great and it was not awkward at all. I didn't read the synopsis.. but I knew the twist. So typical, at least for me. Like do you really think Im Joo Hwan character is just plain?
Park Bo Young is so adorable.. I can't believe she's around my age! She looks waay younger. Jo Jung Seok.. I still don't get the hype. He is good looking but his acting? It's like I'm watching Jo Jung Seok.. not the Chef. It's quite similar to his character in You are the Best and the progression of character is like copy and paste.
Kim Seul Gi is a scene stealer. I always want to see her on screen because she feel so natural. I hope to watch other works by her!
PHANTOM IS BACK!
I have look up on the translation and it as sweet as I would thought it would be. Basically it's a guy wanting to get out from Some relationship. Some is kinda like Korean version of friend zone. It is that fine line between friends and lovers.
Do me a favor, Could You Be Mine
This ain't no question, there only one answer
Hey pretty young thing, you're mine
Let's get it going, I want eternity with you
(word in bold is in Korean)
It is a simple yet lovely confession. I love the chill feel in the song so it kinda feel like no pressure because all I need is one answer.
Again, My answer is YES.
Friday, 20 November 2015
FINALLY
FINALLY after like 10 years of obsessing over Korea, I went to Seoul in February!
for really short 3 days!
I don't want to dwell on why I decided such a short trip because the main point is that I went! I am just happy for the fact I was there.
Obviously, I didn't get to do all the things I wanted but it felt cool to see familiar stuff on screen laid out in real life. I really do a lot of research on Korea.
Before the trip.. I was a bit wary.. Would it make me hate Korea? I scared because I know my expectations are high. Paris Syndrome (#prayforparis) coined by the Japanese, It's like cultural shock where you have all these image of a place but when you go to the place, the expectation is not fulfilled.
Turns out... I feel at home. I find myself wanting to move there. I love Malaysia but I do want to move to Seoul...some day.
I'm not going to talk about the trip..I'm not a good traveller. I basically go with the flow because my real life is very mundane. I thought being unprepared would make it more fun. Turns out I'm quite good at it. We only got lost finding the hotel! HAHA.
When will I go there again? I have no idea. I'm heading to Taipei next. Hopefully it will be good.
She was pretty
Starring : Hwang Jung Eum, Park Seo Jun, Go Jun Hee and Choi Si Won
It started out with me saying.."Let's check out one episode"
and then it was 2.30AM. BAMM! Did I mention I had to get up at 5AM?
Lesson learned, Don't start a complete drama. The risk of marathon is high!
While I love everything Korean, I don't really keep up with dramas because it takes a lot of my time. I'm already busy with Kpop and variety shows are easy to not finish watching. Dramas are like books to me, if I really like it... it's hard for me to move on!
I decided to watch it because I stumbled on random clips and it look quite interesting.
I have no idea what to expect, but I kinda think that I don't really have to watch this because I already know Hwang Jung Eum's pretty face. Normally transformation are exciting because I don't already know their pretty face but I watched HJE's dramas before so I'm used to her pretty face.
I'm glad this drama isn't about that. It's focuses more on first love or childhood love story which is another fave plot of mine.
Being overweight, I can relate Kim Hye Jin's character.. She keeps on selling herself short and when people tell her that she's pretty, she would denied it. I'm like "girl.. you are pretty!" and then realize I'm just like her. I like how she is still confident and doesn't seem like she is very conscious of her look. I've seen "ugly" characters on other dramas and I hated that they are so critical and have low self esteem. Kim Hye Jin acknowledge that she's not pretty but it doesn't dampen her spirit too much.
The drama is like a dream of mine. I'm very introvert but I wish I had someone like HaRi. Their friendship is so beautiful, I'm sad it's only fiction. I actually have similar friendship. I was on the lower end of the rank...but my friend was one of the top 3 in class. It was a weird combo that work.
Just like how Kim Hye Jin saying no to writing a 2 page article when offered by Reporter Cha, I'm reminded the days when I was placed in the top class. I keep on thinking that I didn't deserved to be in the class..to the point I ranked last. It's not that I'm not smart, I believe that I wasn't smart.
Guys like Seong Jun and Shin Hyeok are very fictional. I don't think they exist. Life would be so much fun with Shin Hyeok. I think the Shin Hyeok is a better match than Seong Jun. Their storyline is more realistic than Seong Jun. I really do root for this kind of relationship but I find it odd that their memories are sooo good. I don't even remember my primary school days and I'm in my 20's! I think their character is suppose to be in their 30's? And the fact they still retained the old habits is kinda weird. Surely something has changed beside just looks.....
Only in Kdrama land.
and I totally knew Kim Poong Ho was the nephew! HAH! I guess it because he doesn't look like he belong in fashion and out of place. Kim Shin Hyeok is too easy.. and definitely not JoonWoo.
Friday, 13 November 2015
발긱하게고고 (Sassy Go Go) Cheer Up
I can safely say that this has got to be my favorite drama of the year!
It has all the elements of Kdrama that I love, school theme, cheesy puppy love, cute friendship and light hearted. Heavy drama is usually a miss for me, I don't want to stress myself out from watching a drama, I want something that literally cheer me up like Cheer Up!
The drama is only at 12 episode which is quite unusual but I do like short drama, less commitments haha. However it does leave me wanting for more! I prayed that it would get high ratings for an extension but unfortunately it suffers very low ratings.
I love every single actors. Even N! He did received a bit of criticism here and there but I kinda get his character. Perhaps a more season actor would pull off the character better but I think it's better that way because the focus is not on N's character. I kinda have his fear, hahaha I hate skinships too.
The main reason why I love this drama is because of Lee Won Geun's smile. Damn that kid is precious. Every time he smile, grin or smirk.. my heart wants to skip a beat. He is very close to my ideal type but he is waaay too perfect. What is his flaws? Maybe I'm blind when it comes to that department. Tall and handsome, genius and loveable? Geez.
Another thing worth mentioning is the teachers. I love the dynamic between the adult character. It has presence yet it doesn't take the center stage. Teacher Yang is everybody's favorite teacher, I wish I had him in my school years. Coach Nam is gorgeous, for the life of me.. I don't get why the drama doesn't think she's pretty. Damn drama. I love her spunky character and she is the most sassy of them all. As a villain, Principal is doing a great job. I find the character very well balanced of seriousness and comedy. I hate her to bits but I do think her character is very necessary. Teacher Im is awesome too. I want to hate him but I do know where is he coming from. Despite having a full time contract he still have to brown nose his way to maintain his job. I'm quite a goody two shoes so I can relate to his character.
I would definitely recommend this drama to any School drama fans. It's very cute drama. I am going to post another post when I finish marathoning to complied my top favorite scenes!
Friday, 11 September 2015
THE LIST post
1. What group got you into Kpop?
I still remember the moment like it was yesterday... it was back in 2006 when I first watch SuJu Miracle MV and it literally changed my life.
2. What is your bias group right now?
Currently loving BTS but my heart is loyal to SuJu and Phantom.
3. Has Kpop hindered your life in any way? (like with friends, family, etc..)
No, Kpop is life. Life is good.
4. Whats your favorite Kpop song of all time? what about right now?
I cannot pick one. Super Junior Miracle that start it all. Songs I will never get bored, Untouchable Tell Me Why, Loco You don't Know, Phantom Hole in your Face, Supreme Team feat Crush Stay the way you are and Bumkey feat San.E Attraction Acoustic version.
5. Do you like Kpop songs from 2008, and back? if not, why?
2008 is definitely one of the good years of Kpop. WonderBang was legendary.
6. g.o.d. or H.O.T. which do you prefer? if you don't know who these groups are skip it.
SM Town stan here... but music wise, Lie and To Mother is sooooo good. JYP reached his peak at the 2 song. Groove OverDose for me.
7. Do you like Big Bang? Super Junior? DBSK? SS501? U-Kiss? BEAST? MBLAQ? or do you only support girl groups?
I like all back then. I don't usually go for girl groups.
8. Wonder Girls, SNSD, Kara, or CSJH The Grace?
All of them!
9. BoA or Lee Hyori?
Best of Asia alll the way!
10. SE7EN or Rain?
Pass.
11. TOP, GD, or both?
Give me Big Bang.
12. What group do you hate? why?
I don't have time to hate but ignoring 2PM ever since Jay Park left.
13. Who's you favorite member of SNSD? (Its impossible to hate all of them)
Soo Young
14. What fan club irritates you the most?
Sasaeng is pathetic. Don't ever be one.
15. In your opinion, what fan club is the calmest?
Fans like me.
16. Have you heard of Teen Top or INFINITE? who do you like better?
Niel can outsing all of Infinite so Teen Top.
17. Have you heard of Outsider? do you like his music?
Only one song. The one with Jack Sparrow in lyric! LOL
18. What's your favorite song dedicated to fans?
Super Junior Marry U
19. What fanclub scares you the most?
Older FC. Go search blogs on them. Very hardcore crazy.
20. Name your top 10 biases.
Random order. BTS Jimin Beast Yoseob JYJ YooChun SNSD SooYoung Red Velvet Wendy EXO D.O. Mamamoo MoonByul FT Island JaeJin Wonder Girls SunMi and SuJu.
Wednesday, 10 September 2014
I'm fine, Thank You
I'm going to be honest and say that I am not too familiar with Ladies Code but it doesn't change the fact I am as heartbroken like any Ladies Code fan.
I always thought Ladies Code had potential ever since I saw SoJung on Immortal Song 2. I know with the right song, they definitely capable of getting no.1 spot.
Car accident happen all too often on our idols and this is 1st time it causes 2 lives. I was truly devastated the morning Eunbi pass away and knowing the passing of Rise on Sunday hit me hard. It just so unreal. They were currently promoting and it felt like I could still see them perform..looking reruns made it worse for me.. they looked so bright and happy.
RiSe, EunBi... we all have love you. We will continue our thoughts and prayers. For Ashley, Zuny and SoJung.. we are with you all and hope you will get back on your feets for RiSe and EunBi. Let Ladies Code name shine.
Thursday, 14 August 2014
Song IL Kook and his triplets
UPDATE : I noticed that this post still get views after a year I posted and I thought I should update by saying that the triplets are leaving the show. They have their last recording last week and that probably means there won't be any new episode next year. It's been a good ride, I'll miss the kids but it is time for them to be normal yet again. I hope Song Il Kook will continue acting and let's pray the triplets will grow up to be kind and healthy adults.
23/12/2015
I'm hating Sistar Touch My Body
I'm loving JYJ Back Seat
Rated 19 i'm loving San.E Body Language featuring Bumkey
Tuesday, 5 August 2014
I'm hating Red Velvet Happiness
Oh my goodness. It always have been difficult for me to write "I'm hating" post because here in my blog I would like to be all about LOVE but this post has to be written.
I have been a fan of SM Town since the beginning of my Kpop fandom in 2006. I loved so many debuts from SM and I learn names so fast. SM always have that power on me. I always seem to memorize members name faster compare to other group of other company.
If I could.. I just want to forget about Red Velvet. Like first of all.. Food names should be reserved to pets. No groups should have food as their names. (Yes, I am looking at ya H.A.M. and B.A.P.)
I don't even know what is the concept for Red Velvet.. Cheerleader or just plain bizarre mess. Whatever it is, it's not working for me. The song is messy and not one bit I can love about it.
This doesn't feel like SM produced. In fact I refuse to acknowledge them. For a small group, it has to have quality. While SM is known to focus more on face/image.. as a fan, I know better than SM has more talents than other company. Red Velvet has neither face or talent in Happiness.
The hair is blaah. What happen to them? I always thought SM artiste has the best hair. The song does nothing for their talents. This song is like created to cover your vocal flaws..in the most terrible way. Choreography easily forgetable, which makes me even madder.
Scratch this whole thing and start rethink about how to market them. I beg you dear SM producers. This is not how we do idols. I'm so sad and mad.. I don't even feel bad for hating this whole Red Velvet.
I'm loving Nu'est Goodbye Bye
NU'EST is one group I want to achieve success because they do have good chemistry with each other and given good songs, they should already achieve No.1.
Goodbye bye ( Honestly, the title should be Goodbye Baby..) is a good kpop track so I'm puzzled why the lack of attention. Perhaps Summer season, this song is better suited for Autumn/winter.
In midst of lot's of generic kpop songs, this song sounds different with a slight ballad feel to it. I really the chorus, it keeps on repeating in my head. I didn't mind the heavy synth sound either. It sound strangely good..coming from someone who hates it.
I think Nu'est should sing more mellow songs because their vocals shine best in sad songs.
G.O.D. is back!
The return of g.o.d. is highly anticipate as they are one of the 1st generation idols that made kpop what it is today. You can't have Kpop without idols.
I'm so happy to see Son Ho Young got back on his feet after his tragedy. Smiling Angel voice is my favorite and he sound great as usual. He looks better than ever.
While I have watched old videos, seeing Joon and Yoon Kye Sang was a lil weird. The other 3 members are active in music and varieties so I do see them often. I haven't seen much of Joon and Yoon Kye Sang works.
I wasn't part of 1st generation craze but I can relate to Sky Blue Promise, as I wish to see SuJu like that in the future. The song got me all that feels. I think any Kpop fan can relate to the song. It's funny but touching nevertheless.
Saturday Night was super fun and reminded me of Psy. If you can make fun of yourself, you are cool in my eyes. I love how the go all out and not be ashamed of their hilarious past fashion. I would like them to stick with their day jobs, singer or actors. Lol
In a more serious note, The Story of Our Lives shows that g.o.d. still cares for music with message. One of my favorite track of the album and Megan Lee's part was a nice addition. Now go hug your family after the song. As cheesy as this sound, family do comes first.
As a kpop fan, our goal is have our favorite idols to stay connected. This gives me hope for my current bias.
I'm loving Block B H.E.R.
I'm a fan of Korean Hip Hop but not so much in idol world. It's just feel a lot more different.
Despite Zico being named as one of the top rappers in Korea, I haven't been really loving his songs. I have liked some of it but none stuck in my head. As for H.E.R. I enjoyed this single a lot more. The addicting electric guitar riff and the fast past chorus just stuck like a glue.
I didn't appreciate the "Jesus" in the lyrics as I'm religious. Using God's name in vain is a big NO for me but as I got past it, the song is fun like the members of Block B. With Block B unique voices, it adds more in the fun factor.
The song does fit Block B fun personality however I would like to see a sensitive side of Block B for the next single. I think it would be a dream to have B.A.P. and Block B to interchange music. Bang Yong Guk has that anger sadness in his music and Zico is all crazy fun. I think it would be cool to see Block B showing their soft emotions and for B.A.P. to go all out crazy.
I hope to see Block B grow more popularity after their scandals. It would be ashamed to not have them doing what they do best.
Saturday, 5 July 2014
My Top Kpop of Half 2014
First half of 2014 has been good in kpop except the unfortunate incident in April, where the whole country and fans of South Korea mourn over Sewol incident.
We continue praying for the people affected by this unfortunate incident.
This ranking reflects my own opinion. I look forward to more great songs in 2nd half!
20. Side Mirror Girl - Louie of Geeks featuring Sanchez of Phantom
19. Ddeuraeyo - Baechigi featuring Angli of 3B
18. Give Love - AKMU
17. I don't like Seoul - 2000won
16. Seoul Lonely - Phantom featuring GaIn of Brown Eyed Girls
15. Melting - AKMU
14. Black - 40 featuring Swings
13. Fallin - Swings featuring Jay Park
12. Sometimes - Crush
11. Don't Be Happy - Mamamoo featuring Bumkey of Troy
10. Stay with Me - Taeyang featuring G-Dragon
9. Without You - Lee Michelle
8. 1004 - B.A.P.
7. Metronome - Jay Park, Simon D & Gray
6. Pass me By - Brown Eyed Soul
5. Can't Stop - CN Blue
4. Singing Got Better - Ailee
3. Some - Soyu X Jungigo
2. Mr. Mr. - SNSD
1. Eyes, Nose, Lips - Taeyang
Special Mention - Overdose - EXO, Four times around the sun - Nell, I like You -GOT7, You You You - Fly to the Sky and Green Light - Troy.
Saturday, 28 June 2014
Album Review : Mamamoo Hello
Saturday, 7 June 2014
God Gift 14 days
I think my brother enjoyed this drama more than I did.
First 7 episode was okay. It had all the suspense, I literally had a pillow over my face because it was intense. I thought after that it was just dragging.
I love all the main characters except Saetbyul. Gosh, I don't blame Lee Bo Young wanting to punish the child for running away. That girl is a nightmare.
Ki Dong Chan stole my heart. He is all scruffy and rugged but I could see how beautiful heart he had. Daesang winner, Lee Boyoung was exceptional again in this drama. Another Daesang worthy performance indeed.
I don't mind the lack of romance, The duo had great chemistry anyway. I wish we had a better ending.
Birth Secret
Between being sick and busy.. I really wanted to write more but physically I'm in bad shape. I'm feeling better..and while I am better I'm going to write a lot!
So this is a drama I have finish long time ago. I wasn't expecting much from this drama and probably that help me enjoy the drama better.
I decided to watch it because I am interested with genius photographic memory characters. I thought Gal So Won is such a sweetheart to I continued watching.
Of course, all drama has their loopholes. I don't enjoy the fact the scriptwriter made chaebols as lunatic. It has a good message but I thought that they push it too much.
For a drama with a title "Birth Secret'' I was expecting more realistic twist. I have to put my logic aside and accept the scriptwriter logic.
Yoon Jun Sang had a loveable character but the chemistry with Sung Yuri was not working for me. Spoiler Alert : what are the odds of two suicidal people meet each other before dead?
Depression does mess with your head but it's just feel weird. Kdrama should banned amnesia or any mental disability ... it feels like they don't represent the actual thing.
I enjoy watching the drama but I won't watch it again.
Monday, 26 May 2014
Champagne & Candle What's My Name
Friday, 23 May 2014
I'm hating Wheesung Night & Day
There are few highly regard vocalist in Korea that I don't share the same opinion on. I'm just not a big fan of Korean deep voice. Yes, specifically Korean because it seem they share the same technique singing.
That singing method is so prominent in this song, I was annoyed through out the song. I sort of get why he sings it like that but just not my taste. For me, singing should sound comfortable and that kind of singing feels painful to hear.
I expected more from Wheesung as he is a good singer and I did enjoy some of his previous work. This time, maybe it's just not for me.
I'm loving Jay Park Metronome feat. Simon D & Gray
Typically, I like song done simple so initially I wasn't feeling the song as it was filled with a lot of sound effects and heavy bass. I did love the chorus so I had to listen more of it and I grew to love this song!
I love the construction of the song, maybe if I could change it... Simon D rap part was a little too long for me. His rap part is totally necessary though. It adds that extra special meaning to the song.
Jay Park vocal is great as usual bit what surprise me more was Gray. I don't know if he naturally sound like that or it was helped by computer but it was my favourite part of the song. Another favorite part was Jay Park ad-lib towards the end of the song. Those high notes? I can hear it all day, it was that good.
I hope they could maybe released or at least performed a more strip down version of the song. I think it does sound perfect already but it would be interesting to hear it.
Thursday, 15 May 2014
Kris leaving EXO?!
Monday, 14 April 2014
Swings featuring Jay Park Fallin
I always thought that rap has to be fast paced. Swings rap sounds slower than usual but the impact feels intense that has that scary intimidating vibe. I feel the tempo was intentional, I've check the translation and the meaning was deep. Sometimes when raps goes too fast, it's hard to catch the words. Swing was like threatening you to listen every word properly.
The intro completely grab my attention. The sound of electric guitar isn't common in Kpop so I was pleasantly surprise. Jay's part was my pick for the highlight. I've been a fan of Jay's RnB vocals and it couldn't be more perfect than this. Every single line was perfect. If I had to tweak anything, perhaps the secondary part had better enunciation. I wanted to know what is he singing. It does sound like "Nobody,nobody"
Swing is not my favorite BNM artiste however, this does make me more interested in learning more on his music.
I'm Loving Baechigi 뜨래요
When female idols do retro, the public can't help but to compare with Wonder Girls. After all, Wonder Girls did make it big with retro concepts.
Thanks to my parents, I am very familiar with retro genre. I'm not a big fan but what's not to love good ole retro?
BaeChigi's Ddeuraeyo is a fun retro concept. I think the featured singer, Angli of 3B is amazing. He made the song fun and his voice is addicting to listen. This song needs him, I can't imagine another vocalist to do this song.
I love the music, it has all the essence of retro. If this song was released back in the disco em, it won't feel out of place. The only modern element of the song is the rap parts.
Hip hop is a great genre, it mash well with so many other genre.
Sunday, 6 April 2014
I'm Loving Lee Michelle Without You
Although Kpop is known for having western influence, I don't feel Kpop is similar to western at all. I believe that Kpop is a genre that can stand alone.
As I listen to Lee Michelle's Without You, I guess you can't deny this song has that strong RnB influence. The song has a familiar feel that is easy on the ears.
I'm glad kpop has the chance to have Lee Michelle, she's an amazing vocalist that deserve attention despite color.
She may have similar background with Insooni & Yoon Mirae. I hope Lee Michelle can stand proud without their shadows.
I hope to hear more from Lee Michele.
Monday, 24 March 2014
One warm word
Saturday, 22 March 2014
Album Review: SoReal Story
As I listen to this mini album,I got confuse as what SoReal suppose to be. The album felt experimental because it doesn't feel like an album for a ballad group. Then again, I don't usually listen to albums that much.
l. Missing You feat. Choi Hyun Jun.
Gaps! A full English song and it's acapella?! Okay it is under a minute but I love acapella! The English usage seems easy so none of those Konglish. (Not that it matters.) I wonder why they had to include Choi Hyun Joon, but it does sound good.
2. 심장이 말했다 (Shimjangi malhaettda)
The main title song. Refer previous post
3. 뻔히보여 (bbeonhiboyeo)
This song sound like a typical idol song that probably suits the clubs with it's heavy beats and electronic sound. I really like Jang Moon voice against the electronic sound. While I like him singing ballad, he does sound great in Pop genre. It's weird that the other members sound like generic ballad along with the rhythm.
4.남자답게 (namja dabke)
My favorite track of the album, I'd say they should have gone with this song as their main title. This genre is on trend and it sounds great. It even has a great hook on the chorus. I think this song shows more strength on each members better. I guess it's on the upbeat tempo that requires dance routine.
5. 한마디 (han madi) One Word
This would be another good main title song. This is the textbook definition of Kpop ballad song. The thing about ballads, it's a 50-50 chance. It's either a memorable track or not. Ballad tend to sound similar so unless it has an element that makes it memorable, it's boring. I assume they didn't choose this track as the main because it's forgetable and suits autumn best. It's not a bad song just boring
6. My heart says (inst)
It's worst without the vocal. doesn't make me want to sing along.
Soreal
Star Empire song choices has always felt lackluster. Despite knowing that, I can't deny I'm less than happy with the song choosen for SoReal.
My Heart Says is a bright ballad song that sounds like a Christmas carol. The song starts with Jang moon and my heart squeals in happiness. I will try to memorize the other members name. I think the group voices matches each other well. Honestly this song bores me to sleep. For a debut song, if it wasn't for my love for Jang Moon, I probably ignore it. It would have been better if they debut during autumn, the season of sappy ballads. Now it's like the worst time to debut for ballad type group.
In the seas of idols, I hope that this group will become popular because we need singers that focuses more on vocals.
Tuesday, 18 March 2014
Troy
As more I learn about Troy, I find everything surprising. I know bits of Troy through Bumkey and Kanto since these two are more involve in music where as JaeWoong and ChanWoo are mostly cameo.
I didn't really have any expectation but I trust BNM to bring in good music. I knew Kanto and Chanwoo are rappers but I didn't know JaeWoong is one too. So that's 3 rappers 1 vocalist? The opposite of idols...lol.
As I look on their profiles, I find out that Bumkey is the second youngest! I know Bumkey was the leader so I thought he was the oldest considering he is 84 line born and since Kanto is 94 line.. I kinda assume Chanwoo and Jaewoong is similar to Kanto's age. Now we know BNM doesn't age discriminate.
I'm enjoying Green Light more than I normally would, as the genre is not my favorite. I love the dynamic of the song and the synergy between member seem smooth. The voice and style of each rappers are actually different which is easy to differentiate. Kanto's style is aggressive, Chan woo's more laidback and Jaewoong's sneaky? LOL that's what I get from this song.
Good to know that Bumkey is involved in producing the song. As usual, I love his voice. As much I love his solo works, I do look forward for more new songs by Troy.
Friday, 14 March 2014
Long awaited debuts!!!
I am just really excited that two of my long awaited groups have finally debut! Brand New Music's Troy and Star Empire's SoReal.
I have been waiting for SoReal debut sooo long I actually blog about it several times. I wanted Jangmoon to redebut since the disbandment of A'ST1 which was like 4 years ago. I'm so happy, you have no idea!
As for Troy, they were going to debut last year but Bumkey's solo work was great so it got postponed. Anyway.. I trust BNM to bring me more great news.
I will try to do reviews later. So excited.
Thursday, 6 March 2014
I'm Loving CN BIue Can't Stop
I'm not big on bands because I'm more of a Pop genre fan but it is always good to switch it up a little.
After their successful debut with "I'm Lonely" I was a fan but after that their music seem similar that I lost interest for a while. Can't Stop change that, this song is fresh and I'm loving it.
The music is rich with instruments, I love seeing Yong Hwa on the piano. I'm a little upset I didn't see orchestra on the video because it would add glamour on the MV.
Speaking of the MV, the model was gorgeous! I love the random props on the video and the set is beautiful. I wish there were more shoots of other members, I know Yong Hwa is the main vocalist but give some love to other members!
I'm not sure how well this song chart but it goes against tough competitors! I hope it charted better.
Mr.Mr
If I don't write anything about the Queen of Idols, I'm a freaking lousy blogger! Joking.
I just watched the MV and as usual, I am mind-blown by SNSD beauties! All of them are so pretty and their outfits, 0MG made for them. Perfect hairs! That messy puffy hair on Sunny is gorgeous! My only complain is those horrible effects. Novelty, yes but it's covering too much of SNSD beauty... Imagine how much beauty without those blinding effects! DIE!
At first, I wasn't loving the song because of the heavy beats and sound effect but I do like it better than IGAB. As I listen to it more, I find the charm in it. I am pretty sure the performance will be better. I can't wait for them to perform this song and slay every idols.
Wednesday, 26 February 2014
To: Simon & Martina
I still read eatyourkimchi blog because I'm curious if they are going to change for the better now that they had more "Haters".
I can't be bothered by their videos anymore for many various reasons. I share a lot of similar opinions on Unpopular EYK opinions on Tumblr.
Their recent KMM has cause a number of angry posting that got me wonder if it's really bad. I kind of want to watch the video on how bad it could be but I'm going to restrain myself because I don't want to give them more views!
Part of me thinks that I'm jealous of them because they are basically living the live I want. Living in Korea and do bunch of videos? I practically have another live as a Korean (seriously I think I probably was a Korean in my past life, if it exist) and I learned multimedia in college.
Maybe S&M have valid reasons that I can't see through my jealousy? #sarcasm
I think the problem that lies in eatyourkimchi is they do what they think makes more views rather something they actually like. I dislike how they made their own rules but break it anyway. They created a chart for people to vote and yet they refuse to follow it. Isn't it the same as you voted A for president but the party decided B would be president?
My dad once told me "Go back to your roots if you feel like you're going to hit rock bottom'' because you need to refresh on what makes you do the things you do.
I want EYK crew to stop looking at the stat and look back on the old videos. They don't want to be professional and I get that but there is a reason why you gain "Haters".
Tuesday, 25 February 2014
One Thousand and four
In Korean, thousand four and angel has the same character; 천사 (cheonsa) hence the title meaning of B.A.P. latest track.
I don't exactly remember my first impression of the song but I do love the song now. Eversince Bang Yong Guk's I Remember, I always wanted rock element in hip hop track. . I love the angst in rock genre against the expressive hiphop.
1004 has a rich musical ensemble that makes the song felt impressive. Particularly the intro guitar is attention grabbing. I feel that each part of the song is carefully thought out because the dynamic between members seem smooth.
Congratulation to B. A. P. for their win for this song. I hope more songs like this.
Tuesday, 18 February 2014
I'm loving Brown Eyed Soul Pass Me By
Soul is a genre that is in the middle for me, I dislike if it's gone to Jazzy but combine it with RNB or Hip Hop, I love it.
Brown Eyed Soul is highly acclaimed vocalist group in Korea so naturally I got intrigued by the news of their comeback. To be honest, I only know 3 of the four. Sorry dude, so I won't talk about the members much.
The intro seems boring and I was close of not listening to it anymore but I wanted to hear SungHun voice so I kept on listening, by the end of the song it is on repeat.
I've been listening to it all day and I can't figure out why this song felt addicting. It doesn't have that typical repetitive hook. I thought the song made me feel calm.
Perhaps it lies in the rhythm? I love the beat and the music has soul. Thank your soul? Lol.
I guess because I'm a big fan of Boyz II Men, I find the music pleasing to the ear.
Monday, 17 February 2014
Variety Guide : The Return of Superman
It's my current favorite variety show now! Shows on celebrities kids has been a favorite with SBS Star Junior Show and MBC Dad, Where are we going? Now KBS join the trend with The Return of Superman.
While the title may confused you with the blockbuster movie, the concept is pretty straightforward, 4 celebrity dads taking care of their child(s) for 48hrs without their wife. The four dads are MC Lee Hwi Jae, MMA fighter Choo Sung Hoon, Epik High Tablo and Actor Jang Hyun Seung.
The childrens are twins Lee Seo Eun and Lee Seo Jun (Lee Hwi Jae), Choo Sa Rang (Choo Sung Hoon), Lee Ha Ru (Tablo), Jang JoonWoo and Jang JoonSeo (Jang Hyun Seung). Their age varies.. I'm not really good with Korean age system since it's the new year so I'm guessing their age ranking are Joonwoo, Joonseo, Haru, Sarang, Seoeun then SeoJun. ( Although twins are only minutes apart, SeoJun has to call SeoEun, hyung)
Lee Hwi Jae is a late father in his 40's had his twins last March, Choo Sung Hoon ( Yoshihiro Akiyama) is Korean living in Japan with Japanese top model, SHIHO with most taping in Japan. Tablo and actress wife Kang HyeJung has adorable fish-loving daughter, who at first glance look like a boy. Jang Hyun Seung the actor (same name with Troublemaker/Beast member) has two older boys.
The show is fairly new, it would be great to marathon this show. The video is available on KBSWorldTV Channel on YouTube.
Wednesday, 12 February 2014
Featuring
I love featuring done right, it can be unnecessary at times but for the most part.. I like it.
For example I don't like idols who have featuring. Unless it's the opposite gender, maybe it's okay. It may sound good but idols already have little parts so to give it away to others feels bad.
My favorite featuring is Ailee and Bumkey. For rappers, San.E and Verbal Jint. Special mention Sanchez.
Ailee is a favorite choice among rappers and it's no wonder why. In addition of a great voice, she got the skills. I love her on Immortal Song 2 and I reckon she's great on recording studio. My favourite song by her is "If it ain't love" with Verbal Jint.
I feel like Bumkey is on roll! Maybe because I like him, but I see him everwhere! There isn't a song by him that I hate and that's rare. I even like his stuff during 2wins days. I didn't quite like As One "What are we?" but Bumkey made the song a whole lot better. It's hard to choose a favorite among his featuring. I love Walking in the rain with Verbal Jint, his featuring with Mamamoo "Don't Be happy" is also a favorite. I look forward to more stuff by Bumkey!
While I'm currently into K-Hip Hop, I am not a pro in commenting rappers. I just think whether they have good voice or not. I like the playfulness of San.E rap and Verbal Jint sometimes surprises me with his singing. He sang a short verse in "Come as you are" with Phantom and was pleasantly surprise at his singing!
One of my favorite vocalist ever, Sanchez of Phantom always make me fall in love because his voice is romantic! I remember the first time I heard his voice on Verbal Jint's "You deserved better" and I absolutely had to know more about Sanchez. That's how my love for Phantom began. That song is like Super Junior "Miracle" for me, it holds a special meaning in my heart. Though "You deserved better" is special, my favorite is hands down, "Breakup Dinner" with San.E!
My dream collaboration is Bumkey & Sanchez. It would be interesting for Ailee to feature with either of them too. I would love to see Verbal Jint to collaborate with rock singers and San.E with G-Dragon or Taeyang for the heck of it!
Tuesday, 11 February 2014
I'm Loving Junggigo and Soyu Some 썸 feat Lil Boi
This song puts a huge grin on my face because it has all the things I love in a cutesy music.
It such a lovely sweet song that talks about the uncertainties in a relationship. I love the push and pull part of the song that goes well with the lyrics.
I love lyrics that tells a story and I can almost picture the story without the MV. The MV is fine but Baro and Dasom overdid their expression.... nevermind still cute..the colors are so pretty.
Oh my that dream part made me cringe from 2nd hand embarrasment. Haha
When I first heard the news of their collaboration, I thought Junggigo is a rapper because Soyu did collaboration with Geeks and Mad Clown. I was surprised to see Lil Boi featuring on the title...because surely if Junggigo is a rapper he can do it alone? haha
Lil Boi part was short yet it had impact. I like the lyrics, the English usage is good..not the typical English you hear on Kpop.
I hope this song will place in top of the charts.. perfect song for Valentines!
Saturday, 25 January 2014
SOMETHING
Is it a plain coincident that both DBSK and Girls' Day released same title track?
Can't believe it has been 10 years since their debut! DBSK is still stepping up with awesome choreography. I'm not fond of the music genre. Anything that features big band sounds like swings or theatre like is not my favorite genre. I am immersed with their carefully thought out choreography. Another masterpiece by SM. It feels like there's no limit in their choreography! I am always amazed.
With their 10th year.. I can't help but to think of JYJ. How great it would have been for them to stand on one stage to celebrate this milestone. I always imagine what would DBSK new song sounds like as 5. I can dream it right?
Switching gears to the ladies...The song is catchy but I am so distracted by MinAh's voice! I never thought how much I hated her voice. Her screeching high notes is unpleasant. I couldn't listen to all of it. I didn't notice it on other song but it felt like it was MinAh's solo song feat. Sojin because I can barely hear Yura and Hyeri voices over Minah..did her mic was turned on louder than the rest?
Their concept totally reminded me of Park Ji Yoon Coming of Age! Their dance is similar in the feel.. it's sexy alright but erghh...girls are getting more showy than ever it's worrying. It's winter in Korea..right? But seeing the amount of cloths in their body tells me it is summer.
Currently Watching
I'm watching Prime Minister & I and One Sweet Word for Mon-Tue slot. As for Wed-Thu slot will start YWCFWS soon after CNY because I am busy spring cleaning.
Wang Family is easy to follow but I hate so many cheesy plot. Maybe I'm such a sour person but ajumma-ajusshi love is vomit inducing for me. Can we just jump to marriage part? If you know you like each other..why act like youngster? Blueek.
Oh yeah recently started Angel Revenge! From the trailer I thought it looked interesting. I do hope it won't be too makjang but let there be a good loveline!
I am seeing that there will be a birth secret...which is a KBS favorite. All their long dramas has at least in one character who doesn't know their parent.
Cheer up Mr. Kim had like 3 birth secrets. I almost flip my table.. only watch for Kim Dong Wan and the kids. Arghh drama if you only focus on the kids..you would have been perfect!
(Rated 19+) Louie of Geeks feat. Boy Wonder - Twilight
I do like when artiste switch it up a little from time to time but I usually like what the artiste is known for.
As I've been listening to more hiphop..I realize how good San.E is, it doesn't matter what kind of concept for the song.. San.E kept on being San.E
To my surprise..and turned into disappointment, this a 180° turn for Louie. Arghh what happen to the Geeky side?
This song is filled with a lot with explicit words that humors me instead of offending me. It felt like they put all the English swear words they know. Kinda like a teenager who just started learning those words.
Putting the lyrics aside, I dislike the song mainly for its repetitive nature.. it gets boring fast.
Your head will be filled with...
ITS A MOTHER FATHER TWILIGHT!!!
Censoring Psy style.. geddit?
I'm loving Ailee Singing Got Better
Staying true to the title.. I believed that Ailee did get better. This song is a great song that made 2014 seem brighter.
It's hard to find flaw in Ailee's singing. I enjoyed her stint on Immortal Songs 2. I guess she does tend to oversing but heck.. if I could I would do too!
What sold me in this song is in the 2nd verse. 갸ㅑ.. that singing technique.. people who never been in love also could relate to that sentiment. It's too good.
The lyrics reminded me of Show You but I prefer this lyric more because it had that personal touch that fiction cannot emulate. I was happy to know that Wheesung wrote it. I knew this stuff must be writen by a singer.
The music in this song is rich with string instrument that makes the song sound very classy. It adds a dignified sense of sadness yet it sound current and modern.
A great comeback by Ailee definitely.
Tuesday, 7 January 2014
A rant
I'm sorry for starting my first post of the year with this but I am too upset about what I'm reading at the comment section. Honestly I should have stayed away.
The top story of the day is certainly regarding Leeteuk family tragic event. I am upset that his father and grandparents pass away especially so when he is still enlisted and the Lunar New Year is coming. I read some of the comment about how it could have been a suicide. I was almost bought to tears. I experience suicidal thoughts not too long ago that seeing the word it self can produce a tear faster than actors could.
Another article posted conforming the actual cause made me feel gloomy. It something I can relate. I couldn't finish what I was reading because I was afraid that I might cry in public.
Unless you have experience depression and caregiving, you have no idea what it truly feels like to be in their position. I hated reading all of the assumption in the comments section. Depression isn't voluntary! It just fucked up your brain at any given time. There isn't any reasoning behind suicidal. When that thought comes, you have very little control of your mind.
I don't care SM lied. In fact I would have done the same and more. I would have shove money to the reporters to shut up. The father and grandparents aren't public figure that public has to know any of this. Give the family members time to grieve in peace.
As a caregiver, I wish I never know this. It makes me feel weak. Hope is the only thing that holds me. This take some of that hope away. Pray for me that my depression will remain in control.
I hope that what I wrote here make you think twice before passing any judgement. Please use your time with sincere prayers instead of comment section.
Tuesday, 31 December 2013
HallyuSurfer Total Random Awards
The Suspicious Housekeeper
Thursday, 19 December 2013
Wtf Star Empire????
HallyuSurfer Top Kpop of 2013
Monday, 16 December 2013
My thoughts on Secret Plastic Surgery
Monday, 9 December 2013
Mirae's Choice / Marry Him If You dare
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